May 07, 2007


It's late...or early. We're through. Our relationship came to an end. There wasn't any of the gravity reversing traumas of before. We'd used them up, I think. This doesn't need any special "I'm sorry" empathy based comments. I'm not sorry. Not really. Yes, I'm sorry that what we had wasn't strong enough to move forward again, but I'm not sorry for trying in the first place. We both need to be able to be ourselves, feel good about our choices, and be loved. We just weren't that for each other.

For now I think I'll try to find a way to sleep...

Then I'll lick my wounds...and try to remove the barbed wire that's wrapped so tightly around my heart.

Who knows what the future holds?


His Sinfulness said...

Wow - that is a very mature and rational break-up statement. So... who are you, and what have you done with our Mandyfish!?

I'm just kidding, of course. Glad you are taking it so well. <3

Mandy said...

*hugs* Yeah, that's the thing with this relationship. I was able to grow-up a bit during the course of it.

I'm still somewhat of a basketcase....and very much in need of my Flock.